Life Purpose.. Life plans...

Lilou Mace does it again.... Fantastic interview!  I hope one day, during an obe I can discover what some of my plan includes.  It's so frustrating feeling like there is something you should be doing in life, but not knowing what or how.

Judging...Face Off

     I have been trying to be more aware of my energy towards others lately.  Tonight, while watching a "reality" show, I realized that I was critiquing as if I had a right to.  Anyone here watch Face Off?
  Well, there was a girl on the show with an injured hand that has not been able to perform to her best capabilities for the past few weeks.  When working as a team in two's, they sent her partner home a couple weeks ago.  I spoke out loud to the TV (as if it could hear me).  I said that it was unfair that the girl that was injured should have stepped down and let her team member stay.  Well, tonight she finally did that.  It made me realize that, even in my own life, I can't control what other people do.  I just need to send everyone love and be patient, knowing that in their own time they will do what is right, or wrong.  Either way, it is not my life, not my decision...
     Things always happen for a reason (in real life, excluding television created for ratings) and I must be the strong one to bite my tongue, be positive, be supportive and love my fellow brothers and sisters no matter what they do or how they act.  LOVE is the most important thing in life.  I shouldn't judge, even a TV show, because if that was me up there, I wouldn't want the tables turned.  It's only FAIR to give everyone in life, including myself, the benefit of the doubt and allow us all to mature and grow at our own pace with LOVE and patience..  That's what life is about!  Lesson learned..  :)

Dystonia

If you want to help, here is the web page for Dystonia Medical Research Foundation.
Jason is a great guy. (super funny too!)  I truly hope the research foundation can help him and many others with Dystonia.

A dream...

Last night I was reading about lucid dreams prior to sleep.  I went to bed with the intention of lucid dreaming.  Upon awaking I remembered a dream where there were three people in a small apartment (which I have never been in before).  Two of them needed help- a man and a woman.  They looked lost and wanted to escape reality by drinking alcohol. The man came over to me and looked so sad, so lost (best term I can describe him with).  I told him everything would be ok and he should do what he needed to do to feel better.  The third person, an older woman in her 50-60's, sat on the sofa taking notes of everything.  Near the end of the dream I was sitting on the sofa discussing the two people (I can't remember what we said exactly) and the two people were gone.  I had a feeling that they "moved on".  
This is the first time I have dreamt anything like this.  It felt more real than a regular dream.  It also felt like I couldn't control the dream yet I could control what I said and did - somewhat like 'reality'.   I wish I could remember what I spoke to the woman about exactly...